You are awesome, beautiful, loved, valuable and more than enough. 

LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE!

                                

Dearest Ankit,

Wish you a very happy birthday! :)

I hope you have a wonderful day showered with love and all the good things that the world can offer.

In the short time that we have known each other, you have inspired me like none other. You’ve helped me pick pieces up and forced me to move forward, even when failure broke me apart. You taught me so many lessons that today, I feel strong enough to face life’s battles. Sometimes, when things in life go wrong, that is all we need to do, revisit the lessons we have learned. All the problems you are facing are like clouds that are blocking the clear sky, tackle the clouds - it might rain and pour down with problems - but always remember that the sun will appear. The Lord knows how much we can take and how many problems we are capable of facing and believe that he will never burden us with more than we can handle.

They say love makes life worth living. It is indeed true and I am hoping to learn more from you. There is nothing that love cannot accomplish; there is nothing that love cannot crack open. Love might shatter our comfort zones, but it will always take us to deeper levels within ourselves. It will force us to expand our boundaries and explore new things. On this new journey of life that you are about to embark, I hope you take along lots of love.

You know, in life, there are very few people who really ask us how we are. When people ask it as a formality, we have all the right in the world to pretend that we’re perfect. But when it comes from the heart, when the intention to know how you are is genuine, let the layers fade. Let the reality come out. People say that we need to pretend, as we cannot go around sharing our sorrows. Maybe it’s true; maybe it’s not. I haven’t learnt that yet. But I know that I’m willing to take away a part of your pain by listening to the troubles you have. A problem shared is like a burden lifted off the shoulder, it gets halved. So share not only your joys, but your sorrows too. A joy when shared will multiply and a sorrow? When it shared, it will divide.

I have always admired how you have defined yourself. You’re a son, a lover, a brother, a friend and I’m sure you play so many other roles in the lives of people around you. But you have always been ‘love’ to me. I love how you have no layers to yourself. I love that innocence, that warmth and that smile that you seem to carry. I love the sweet tune of your voice whenever you talk and the more you talk the more I wish to listen, *hard-luck* to hear you though. Please never change that no matter how stern the world seems on changing it; be yourself. OH! Nvm. You mean clever Bee... I'll always hate you !

I don’t know if there’s too much advice in this letter, but I hope you get the message. I care for you and would only wish you the best. I hope your spirits are always high and awakened. I hope that you pop open a bottle of champagne, raise a toast to yourself, face life in the eye and say, “I’m ready, bring it on! Show me what you’ve got!” For that’s how strong you are. Put on the best version of yourself and have a great birthday!! ;)

PS: I may not be physically present by your side while you cut your cake, but you’ll be in my thoughts today! Happy birthday. Well it's not only about today, you know that right?

Tons of tight hugs, warm cuddles and lots of love,

Komal :)

Late in the night I sometimes wonder
Oh! Where is my bandar

Though I know you're my hater
Who had made me a mere waiter

And when it is day 
I just pray
May you have a good day

Now that you're asleep
I feel like observing you sleep
And be there until the night gets over
For you will be my fav bandar forever!

A day without you feels like nothing's been done
A day without you is like the fun page unturned
Everything is there but the essence seems lost
For I'm your lover can't lose you at any cost
The day I'll meet you I'll kiss you so hard
That nothing would be able to get us apart
I love you, I love you for whoever you are
My love is there even when you're too far
If my life be like a Bollywood story
It would have been such a glory
There would have been no tension
Where the lover meets her own invention 
Where the feelings be gratified
For the love over intensified.

Everything altogether created an enthralling effect- love, playfulness, concern. I was left squandered in his awesomeness, amazing it was. He was ruining me unknowingly; even a message from him would make my heart skip beats. I feel so bawled. He’s like my knight in shining armor! I love spending time with him; sometimes I just want to see him. And I see him in my imaginations playing with my hair, sometimes hugging me to sleep, sometimes just watching me, I can see him all night with my eyes closed but the moment I wake up I see him nowhere I feel like sleeping again to get a glimpse of his eyes and kiss them and melt in their depth. Oh he’s a complete package; no, he’s not perfect, but for me, he’s beyond the definition of perfection or maybe he’s my new delusion-du-jour. He has this aura that attracts me, don’t know what exactly I like about him, it may be his generosity, his cuteness, his intellect, his playfulness, he’s just incredible I have no much words to describe “him” really. If I could get him in my arms, I’ll never let him go.


Komal: He’s my Creativity ;)

Tum lagte mujhe bahut pyaare ho isley darr jati hun kabhi kabhi,
Kahin durr na chale jao darr yun bhi lagta hai kabhi kabhi
Najane kya samay ka rukh tha jo tumse yun baat hui
Anjane hum rahe nahin par kyun yun mulaqat hui
Tum achhe yun lagte ho
Phir kyun ghumo ki barsat hui
Jane anjane mein ye kya main kar rahi hun
Apne hi khyalon se mein kyun yun lad rahi hun
Tera chehra dekhne ko ye dil hai rota
Main kehti hun haalat hai maan ja yun na ho chhota
Dur ho yun tum phir bhi na ye manein chahe tumhein hi ye aur kuchh na jaane
Khair ye galti toh nahin hai
Bas pyari si bhul yun hui hai
Jante hum hain nahi magar
Apse hi kyun itni chaahat hui hai

I don't know what to say,
When you're away
I don't know what to do,
When I've no clue (about you)
I don't say that I miss you,
But it's no less than how anyone would miss a few
I just don't know what's there,
But your absence is something my heart can't bear
Now I don't know if I love you,
But my love is there when I care for you.